I'm mad and I'm writing about what happen with that bitch legally known as my wife. I'm angry, I'm going to say too much about her I shouldn't share openly including exactly who the slut was fucking over the years, and yes, one of them was a family member, her family member, not mine.
This thing I married and so stupidly loved at one point verbally attacked me like a mad foaming dog for over an hour. She did this attack in front of our daughter. Upsest J and had J crying. That bitch also had the balls (maybe because she more man than woman, the fucking line backer) to tell my daddy daddy wants a divorce from mommy cause he doesn't love you anymore and wants you to go away. Word for word what this bitch said to J who is just shy of turning 4 next month. J is to small to understand when someone is talking ■■■■ so J thought is was true.
I took the full load of the attack and did not attack back. Not because I am a good guy or anything, because J was there being upset by all of this. My first objective was to protect J. I spent my time holding J and assuring her that everything is okay and mommy is just upset, she'll calm down. I'm holding J in my arms as she is crying, trying to calm J down as that bitch kept yell and saying some really bad ■■■■ to me. I didn't leave cause J would of get more upset and felt like I was taking her away from mommy. I should have left, but my brain was swaped.
Eventually the bitch stopped and calmed down, but would not address why she even went on the attack, much less why she brought our daughter into it. She did talk to J and reassured her of good thoughts. I think I know why she went off on me. Pressure. Pressure building up from not getting what she wants. Me giving in on saving the marriage on 'her' terms. Basically, a childish ■■■■ fit like a 2 year old. I really think this is the motivation for her attack. Sad, a child helping raise a child.
That bitch got lucky. Her attack pushed my control to a very thin threat of breaking. The thread was my daughter J. It was only J who kept me from loosing control and attacking back. I did not want J hurt so my objective was to protect above all. If not for J, that bitch would of seen a side of me I have always kept away from her and others I care (or did care about). I would have went to jail today without thought if J was not there. I feel empty towards this woman. That is something she doesn't realized what impacts it can have if she pushes to much. She doesn't realized just how much J grounds me in who I am.
■■■■ marriage help and everything. I do and will get a divorce. Nothing this woman can say or do after today that will ever get me to want to be her husband again. When I am in a position where I feel proper, I will file for divorce and everything about who we are as parents, as a couple, as people will come out into the open and let the fire burn. I want war and I will burn to get it.
I'm sorry for the anger, but this bitch brought my daughter into her attack against me. That is more than just wrong, that's an attack against my daughter I won't allow. I will have my turn and that bitch will not be this lucky again.