Hello I am in a really tough position here. My husband and will have been married 3 years this coming Janurary.
When we met he stopped smoking pot because I didn't like him smoking it. Now about a year ago he started smoking again saying he just wants to try it again and asked me to try it I did and I hated it.
So now he is very addicted to it. When he runs out of it and can't get it because of no money or because someone is out of stock. He is a totally different person he is very rude irritable hateful and worst of all he enjoys falling asleep on the couch every day after work and sometimes not even getting up to take a shower and go to bed. I am to the point where I just want to leave and get a divorce his addiction is making us fight and tearing me apart inside.
I don't know what to do. I only work Part time and he is the main source of income and I am looking for another job to help myself.
I stay because I love him and He is everything, but
I am really lonely to be with someone when your not really with him. I think I might be less lonely alone.
I don't know what to do I am so upset and confused.