I feel stuck. I have been married for three years. Together for 8. We fortunately have no kids, but it breaks my heart. He is 14 years older than I am..I will be 29 in August. I have had sex ZERO times in the past year and a half. I beg, I plea, I ask, I ignore. The total we have had sex in 3 years is four times. I am beautiful, I have gained weight, but not enough to think "oh my God, she's disgusting" I cook. I clean. I am organized. I am active. All I ever wanted was a family and I feel like I am being punished. He ignores me. He won't talk and all we do is scream at each other. I feel like at his age, he should know what he wants by now. I don't think he's cheating, but at this point I wish he would. I sign the lease to move into my own little house tomorrow. Not what I planned at such a young age with no other support but myself (we don't even share a bank account). I just wish he would be attracted to me. To love and touch me like I want. I wanted a family with him. He's my best friend, but I don't want a roomate for the rest of my life. I need advice, what should I do?