I’m in the beginning of the divorce process. my husband has been having an affair for a year, he just told me a month ago, and then left to be with her. she supposedly has breast cancer and he’s out there [in LA, I’m in Philadelphia] with her being the white knight or something along those lines.
clearly, I am not his first priority, and regardless of what I know, it hurts like nothing else. as much as I have good support around me, and I’m trying to move forward with taking care of myself and what needs to be done, I’m really struggling with the rejection and the betrayal.
I’m wanting to look for signs that I still mean something to him, although I know that I’ll never know what’s in his head, nor is it any of business. any words of wisdom? I could just use some support. thanks.