Thank you so much for your message. I too love Jesus Christ and he is sustaining me through my divorce from my cheating husband that had a baby with a woman his daughters age (he’s 54). It’s been SO HARD. We were married for 12 years and he chose his mistress over me. Some days I can cope, other days I cannot. I pray so much to keep from falling into a deep depression. Last week while shopping, I saw her! I used to work at the same job as she, and that’s where my husband met her. I don’t think she realizes exactly who I am though, but it doesn’t matter... it was sheer disrespect. I had to go back to my car and pray because all I wanted to do was beat her face in. This is the hardest of all! Having to cope with the hate and disdain. I feel sorry for the baby, but I am hating the parents. He has left me with a house to maintain and I’m struggling badly with bills on my salary. It’s been so rough, that some days I just want to give up and just die. But the wonderful side to this wretched situation is that I have grown so much closer and I just depend on Jesus Christ. It may not be a solution to others, but He’s amazing at keeping me! I came to this site because I needed the support as well because I’m going through this alone, and have no one to talk to that have had the same experiences and pain. Only the women on this site can relate, and I don’t feel as alone in these struggles. So, I would be happy to stay in touch with you. And I am a prayer warrior and will definitely pray for you. Maybe we can just pray together.