We both agreed that it was best to separate. Maybe that would give us time to sort out our emotions.
But I realized that I married her not for love, as a husband should love his wife, but more shallow.
We both came out of loveless marriages and we just clicked..so why not??!!! After 5 yrs..I knew I was not happy and started question the marriage in my heart. So after 3mos of separation I said we should divorce to complete the process and see where it goes from there..if there is anything. Nothing for me in my heart that wants her back as a partner.
I HATE being single..but I know that being back with her our issues would can not be fixed.
But NOW I find women with trust issues and so I feel that I am behind the 8-ball if you will even before they get to know me.